i'm so sick of being sad.
everyday.

i believe in a thang called love

hello my beautiful friends! don't really have anything on my mind. playing some music in second life. no one's around to talk to or listen. but that's okay. i'm pretty chill right now. planning on cleaning my room and maybe doing a little homework. i wanted to write a blog for myself and i guess for yall too. don't even know if you like reading these.

listening to a unreleased gaga song right now. it was going to be on her fame monster album but it didn't end up on it. i really like it. it's called No way. you can youtube it, it's where i found it. it's i guess about her loved one cheating on her. it's a good tune to dance to. so it's worth checking out for sure.

i can't believe it's monday. doesn't feel right. so this post has NO point. lol.
guess i should leave until i actually have something to say.
oh! about the valentines gift i was going to make you all. an emergency real life situation came up and i didn't have any time at all. i'm really sorry but i will definitely be making it up to you all.
i love you all, and hope you had a great valentines day. mine was...eh, not the best day but hey. the night ended alright though which is what i wished for. *shrugs*

have a lovely day everyone. xoxo
aiden

I wanted to write you all something special tonight. To all my friends who don't have anybody through this holiday and I wanted to tell you that I love all my friends. I really dislike Valentines day. I have a boyfriend and he buys me gifts and we have a nice night together but then I think about all the broken hearted girls who are sitting at home dreaming about some guy they really like. I think about all the girls who don't have anybody with them to tell them that they are special and that someone loves them.
This evening I took the time to think about each and every one of you. I even spoke to some friends that were online to see how they were doing. If you didn't get an IM, I'm sorry, You weren't online :( But if you would like to chat with me I have skype or just IM me on SL.
(If you would like my skype name, just contact me)
I've been through a lot of terrible valentines days in the past. A lot of lonely ones that is. Most of them I chose to be lonely because at the time I just could not trust a guy with my heart. Nobody deserved me at that time I thought until I met my boyfriend. People always ask me why is it so damn hard to trust a guy? I always tell them, why is it so damn hard to keep a promise?
I've made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I’ll know better next time and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve.

I wish I could send all my friends roses for Valentines or even a card. I'll try my best to show you all that I love you. Look for a folder sent by me (Aiden Winslet) on SL. It will be my gift to you all. At this moment, I have no clue, but I will try and think of something. I definitely want to do something hands on in real life and put it on Second Life. Not sure what that will be though.

If you would like to talk to me about ANYTHING, I'm one of the biggest listeners you will ever meet and I would be glad to help you out. Don't be shy. If you are lonely on valentines day, hit me an IM and I'll be sure to reply. No matter where I am.

I love you all and hope you don't think I am a bit wacko for posting this.
Aiden, Au revoir.

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it's been a long and lonely week without my poor dead laptop. it was a tradegy that struck during the night of last wednesday. it was confirmed later that day it died of the blue screen cancer that effected it's hard drive. this week it's been through hell with several transplants. it's in a coma state right now but they are working on it. hopefully it awakes today. keep your fingers crossed my friends.

don't you hate it when you have an okay down or even a great day and then someone says the wrong thing to you at night and it ruins EVERYTHING!!!! well this has happend to me twice in a row. why can't boys be more... idk SMARTER?! i wish all my friends and second life friends can get into a circle and dog pile me with hugs. i would absolutely love nothing more than that to happen, right now. i would smile for a whole week.

some of my friends say i need to blog more. this is for them.
you know who you are. if you don't know, well, whoever you are that is reading this. this is for you. i'll drink to you.

i'm kinda thirsty. you know what i want? i want to like have a friend over. like court, and i wanna drink tea. and watch mean girls and after tea have grape drink. and just watch movies and chill. that sounds so lame though, well, when i read this later it will seem lame but i want that right now. lol. yall think i am crazy probably.

anyways, i really wish i could of given you something from second life. not much going on there. my store is still running, guess that's good. new improved mall, it's pretty wicked. kaykay is getting the club/hangout area made. helping her out, showing her the ropes of what a club needs. gotta have that trivia ball. lmfao. i'm so lame for liking that so much. i mean, it's what makes a club hoppin. lmao am i right, am i right?!

au revoir for now my beautiful friends. wow i sounds so high right now....

My new 'Lady Gaga' inspired look. I've been wearing these shoes a lot lately. I wanted them a few months ago but didn't think it was worth it and since I have been dressing more like Lady Gaga, I thought to myself "Would Gaga wear these?" HELLZ Yes she would! haha!

If you want details lemme know! =)
Tell me what you think!

I'm not sure who inspired this look but I think it was along the lines of Ke$ha and Lady Gaga. It's kinda a ho-bag and trashy look lol. But with glam!! I liked it. I never wear colored hair so I gave it a go with this purple hair. I've been dying for some lavender hair so if any of you see any let me know!!

If you wanna know the details, let me know =)