Friday, May 7, 2010
Note: It is super super personal so please do not leave hater comments. My life is fucked up and I know it and I know that I am fucked up. If you would like to leave yours, you can in the comments.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
my second life is 75% is of my social life and i don't really like going out and hanging with people.
i drink tea like it's water and eat cheeseburgers like they won't exist anymore the next day.
i like being alone but i hate being lonely. harry potter, second life, lady gaga, and my bf is my life.
movies and television are two of my best friends. the internet is my biotch.
i enjoy music so much, it's like i make love with the song for a few weeks and then i move onto the next song. i say the wrong things at the wrong time. i'm a jealous bitch. probably my best friend right now is an online friend. i really don't like my friends in real life, too much drama and i hate listening to them whine. my addictions in life are panties, fast food, and make up. i want to work in the film or photography business one day, of course, behind the camera. my room is themed griffindor and i won't ever change that no matter how old i am. i have 4 drawers + a closet full of harry potter merch and memorabilia + on my walls. my favorite smell is honeysuckle. i never reuse purses, i always have to get a new one. i love creating things from old clothing. i like to walk around in panties and a teeshirt most days.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll call you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
1. a potion that can make you shrink
2. a cake that will make you grow
3. talking animals
4. a smiling cat
5. a place called wonderland
6. slaying the jabberwocky
i saw alice in wonderland today.
today was also the oscars and the hurt locker cleaned up most of the awards
so props to them. avatar won a few. (that movie kinda annoys me, but don't base your opinion off mine because i haven't seen it and i don't want to.)
so this week has kinda been horrible. bleh.
no idea what to write, it's kinda of late and just got done watching the oscars.
so this week the eclipse trailer comes out, can i hear some screams? or...read them? haha
i'm excited but i got a feeling it wont be anything too special. but once the first one comes out we will start seeing more pop up. that means more gestures <3 haha. anyways i think i'm gonna go read some dasey fanfiction and wash my face then add music to my playa and head to bed.
night and love you all. keep all my friends in my thoughts. xoxo