If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll call you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

i can imagine 6 impossible things before breakfast

1. a potion that can make you shrink

2. a cake that will make you grow

3. talking animals

4. a smiling cat

5. a place called wonderland

6. slaying the jabberwocky

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i saw alice in wonderland today.

it.was.ama-zing!

today was also the oscars and the hurt locker cleaned up most of the awards

so props to them. avatar won a few. (that movie kinda annoys me, but don't base your opinion off mine because i haven't seen it and i don't want to.)

so this week has kinda been horrible. bleh.
no idea what to write, it's kinda of late and just got done watching the oscars.
so this week the eclipse trailer comes out, can i hear some screams? or...read them? haha

i'm excited but i got a feeling it wont be anything too special. but once the first one comes out we will start seeing more pop up. that means more gestures <3 haha. anyways i think i'm gonna go read some dasey fanfiction and wash my face then add music to my playa and head to bed.
night and love you all. keep all my friends in my thoughts. xoxo
aiden

I read minds. I'm kind of a witch. But with mind reading powers. When you read this, if you still are, you are thinking 'Why the fuck is she still posting, nobody even reads her whiney ass posts!'. Was I right?

Anyways, whats up my lovely readers. Just another day. But it's different. I'm trying to eat more healthier but I've already failed. I had McDonalds. But for snacks I had toast with peanut butter, is that bad? And I have been eating trail mix. Which is good because it has peanuts, almonds, raisens and etc. It has m&ms of course but I need my sugar or I get shaky.
I'm gonna try and cut out pop and fast food as much as possible. That's my main problems. I have been snacking lately so I'm gonna try and snack on healthier foods. ''

I feel so lonely right now. Whenever my boyfriend says goodnight it feels like he isn't with me. You know what I mean? Sometimes when your with a friend or loved one you say goodnight you sometimes feel like they are still with you and you aren't alone. Well I don't feel like that. It just sucks. I mean, I look around my room and it's empty. My queen bed is empty and I'm all alone on it. It feels so strange and lonely to me. My mind is just asking, where is he and it's saying he should be here.

Watching the Jimmy Fallon show. Rpatz was on. Loved the Bothered sketch and the lazers shooting out of this eyes! Here are the two videos. If you can't view them, IM me in Second Life.






So yeah, those are the two from the Jimmy Fallon show. IM me what you thought and what your favorite part was!

Anyways, I don't know what else to write. I'm kinda in a good mood but then again. Just get the feeling tomorrow is gonna suck. Cross your fingers for me my friends. Love you all. Have a great night and have sweet sweet wonderful dreams.